ok, so..

the past week has been.......ehhh...nothin major (good or bad) went down, so thats good...i think...i've had alot on my mind lately..kinda got me stressed a lil..im breaking out, not sleepin, weird appetite (and no im not pregnant COREY!!!)...its just krayzie. so hopefully everythin will work out soon..

i cant believe its already march! pretty soon '08 is gonna be out the window. the year is passing by pretty fast. in a way thats kool, but in a way, its not.....im gonna be 22 this year, and i dont feel like i have much to show for it...ehh, i dont feel like having a self-pitty fest rite now...but i will soon, so check back!..

im super hungary, so lemme get outta here and find some grub..

hope u kidds are having a great day!!...

wow..

so like everyday almost i tell myself that im gonna get on xanga n update, n then i never do...my apologiez..

but im back..n w/ a vengence.........kinda..

anywho, the update.........

so i was goin to skool for court reporting, rite...i liked it (n made some kool friends) but i stopped goin. i just wasnt sure if that was what i really wanted to do for my career u know..n after a while it wasnt interesting no more. i wasnt enjoyin it like i did when i first started..so i took a break n told myself i could go back if i really wanted to....i dont think i will..

n because of this, i been thinkin that i will go back to skool n get my teachin degree --- like i said soooo many times i wanted to.....here's the thing -- everytyme i get to a place where im tryin to figure out what i wanna do w/ my life, i make this list n write out everythin that i think i would like to do. n no matter how many tymes i do this, "teacher" is always in the top 2 positions.....(i keep interchanging it w/ bein a writer)......so i think thats my sign...in a way i think its my destiny, but i've been runnin away from it w/ this silly notion that college jus isnt for me....but i think im gonna suck it up n do what i gotta do...there may be future students who need me!!!!!..

my relationship status is where it always is......single.....it used to bother me, n then it didnt, n now its starting to get to me again..i mean, i see so many of my friends in relationships - married - engaged - n its like dayum, when is it gonna be my turn?!......now, i've talked to some guys - gotten to know a few n whatnot - but nothin serious...its kind of heart breakin cuz in reality, the thing about it, is, jus havin somebody care about u n want u the way u care about them n want them...n i dont get to have that.....i hate that too..

the good news is i got a new job (like the 10th one this year lol) n i luv it..its super fun n keeps me busy so i dont dwell on bein on the verge of 21 (yea, i know....already?!) n not knowin what im doin w/ my life!..

myspace has gotten ridiculously popular lately, so go visit mine if u will......the link is in the post below..

in other news Spiderman 3 is an instant klassic...if u havent seen it, u must because u r seriously missin out..

it is saturday nite, n sadly enuff, im goin nowhere...i've cleaned n rearranged my room, cooked n eaten dinner, i've done laundry, taken a shower, n now i am in my pajama's n in for the nite...n its jus 8pm.....how lame am i?!..

well, im gonna go make me a bowl of ice cream, grab a few cookies, hop in bed n channel surf.....ya'll know saturday nite t.v. is whack!!!......u kiddies have a good nite n enjoy ur weekend!!  happy cinco de mayo!!!..

~ash..

big shouts to all the may birthdays!!! make it count....n to all u h.s. seniors - the countdown to graduation is on n poppin!!!..